ramadhan !

ngaa... puasa puasa puasa... adey~ penat oOoo... huhuhu... spnjg bulan ni mcm bru tggl 2 hri je.. yeay! x ya gnti byk2! hoho! y? ade 1 hri tu x bgn saho.. then prot cm skt yg amat la.. huhuhu... xpe.. da gtaw mama da pon.. hoho! yg ag 1 hri tu sbb dpt frank video call.. blue! bodoh! grr... stupid tol polis penang tuh.. huhh... wat btal pose aku je.. ngek! slmt r aku trus ltak call tuh..da r tuh.. xmo ngaku plak dye yg wat video call tuh.. idiot! pdn mke dye. trus aku x kwn da ngn dye... x layak jd kwn kalo prangai cmtuh.. setan topeng manusia.. ex-bf aku ag baek although ktorg cp kejap je.. huhu... rinduu... :( da r keje kt langkawi plak... sedeyh sedeyh.. spe? i called him, DHA :) he's nice. panda.. hahaha!! eyh3, awat cte psl dye plak? adess... pening pening.. huhuhu... ok, gtg! nk kuar. shopping shopping! bukak pose ngn lysa! bestie tuhh... hahaah...

xoxo, L


p/s:haha. konon konon nak tiru gossip girl la? :p

2 days in row !!

best day ever this month..

meet ammar zakwan azman, for sure ? :)
ngaa.. lme gle kowt x jmpe dye !
tp one thing for sure la kan..
he is TALLER than the last time we meet..
grr.. annoying oOoo.. !!
dah elok2 amel kt paras telinge dye..
x psl je skrg amel kt paras bahu dye..
tak best! tak best! tak best!
mcm bangang je..
da r org pendek .. huh..
ngek ngok btol !
jmpe kt mne ? ade la...
yg pasti tgk movie cte blood the last vampire..
tp mcm agk nyesal pon ade gk..
y? cite tuh x best langsung !
slow plak tu.. grr..
and xde sorg pon kwn amel taw amel jmpe dye..
hehehe.. sorry girls.. :]

bru cte first best day ever eyh?
erm.. yg second best day ever tu xya taw la..
tp yg penting, thnx to my girls la..
y? nnt2 je org cte..

-to be continue.. :)

learn from mistake la weyh!

isn't hurt when someone who is really closed to you are not standing beside you when you need them ?
and now..
you know how i feel when you did it to me..
no matter how high you climb a mountain..
you'll never get a star..
even touch a sky..
serve your right..
and please!
learn from it !

unbelieveable !!!

hate it! hate it! HATE IT!!
asl aku kne ikut blik kampung gk ??
bodo laa...!!
aku nk jmpe ammar kowt!!
bru ingt nk amek dye kt airport..
adey!~
rosak r plan aku canie!!
da r lme gyler x jmpe dye.. :((
RINDU taw x ??!!!

klcc la konon...

smlm penat oOoo...
mne x nye..
pas zohor smlm g klcc..
carik present tuk abang nye pasal la kan?
present ape? ari jadik dye laa.. haih...
huhu... slamat syg dye.. hehehe...
syhh.. jgn gtaw dye taw! :p

ok, back to main story..
ktorg g klcc..
then ble da smpai sne..
ktorg carik r barang tuk dye..
konon-konon nye nk bli 'belt' la kan?
astu, pusing punye pusing xde pon..
kalo ade pon x lawa..
yg lawa plak dye nye 'kepale' tu plak x seswey..
so, cancel la nk bli 'belt' tuh..

astu msok kt parkson, g TL ade satu bju tuh..
dye ade gmbr org ngn petrol pump..
hehehe... kalo org yg rapat taw la mksd gmbr tuh :p
lps da comfirm nk bli bju tuh, xde saiz plak..
so, agk frustated la jugak..

then ktorg pusing-pusing ag..
msok kdai jual puzzle..
punye r carik gmbr 'superman'..
rpe nye xde.. penat je..
tp kan, ade gmbr pooh, fairy, mickey and ect.
hehehe... being childish :p

so, ble da xtaw nk bli ape..
ktorg pon sje2 r msok kdai grafi-Tee..
ade satu bju tuh tulis 'i love sleeping, i love eating, i love loving'..
pon xde saiz gk.. *frust ag!*

then decide pegi paV..
pegi ngn ape?? jalan kaki sudah! haha :D
ble da smpy sne, trus g padini..
then amel bli bju berkolar..
kaler putih line2 pink..
bju dye je?? ouh no way! mine too ok? :)
amel bli t-shirt kaler purple ngn suar khakis kaler putih..
fyi, amel xpena ade bju kaler purple ngn suar khahis tuh..
hehee.. tbe2 teringin nk pkai cm tu suar camtuh..

pastuh, ble da xde pape nk bli ag..
ktorg back to klcc.. again, jln kaki saja..
then trus g graffi-Tee nye kdai tuh..
konon nye nk bli la bju yg 'i love, i love..' tuh..
tp TERnmpk bju yg len..
hehehe.. bese la..
rambang mate la konon nye kejap :p
smpy 3 bju amel bli..
ngeh... TERlebeyh bajet la plak tym tu..
slmt r ade duet spare..


ingt pas da blik tu x nk g mne la kan?
astu tbe2 nk bli kotak sbb nk ltak bju abang..
then singgah la kt JJ,wgse mju..
astu wan plak nk bli key chain kt abang amel..
oleh kerana brg ktorg byk + naek moto..
kne la pegi kejap uma wan kan?
mne ade segan aku nk dtg..
grr.. last minute planning btol.. haih...
pas da ltak brg sume, ktrog g JJ, AU2 plak..
uish... mne de jaoh.. dekat je..
hahaha.. cuak je tym tu...
da r wan xde lesen.. ngeh ! :0

carik punye carik..
x de gak kt sne.. ape ag, balik la..
pon x jd.. last minute planning, pegi kt giant plak..
pon xde gk.. adey~ penat je koOowt !!
behngong kan ? ngahaha..
da xde brg nk d bli tu ape ag? balik la..
tp amel x blik uma trus.. amel dok kt uma wan kejap..
nk lipat2 kotak.. hehehehe..
mcm penat je lepas tu.. huhuhu....

astu da msok maghrib bru blik..
slmt la mama ngn abg x bising..
huhuhu...
waaarrrggghhh...
ngantok la plak..
sambong esok eyh? :p

hate her!!

wat was her fucking problem huh??
mcm asshole gyler tahap gaban!!
sumpah bengang gyler ngn dye..
dlu boley r ko nk pukol2 aku..
tolak kple aku..
tp skrg sry la..
aku x kan bg ko wat cmtu ag..
tgk r nnt..
ko akn dpt blik pe yg ko bg kt aku..
myb mse tu bkn aku yg wat kt ko..
tp ko akn dpt blik..
tggu jela..
aku xkan diam ag pas ape yg ko wat kt aku..
nk kte aku wat mslh ag, rse nye da ckup jaoh aku ngn ko..
ape yg ko dengki sgt ngn aku pon aku xtaw..
padahal ko ngn abg la ank kesygn abh ngn mama..
ape ag yg ko xpuas hati?

four months :)

FINALLY!! i'm being ammar zakwan azman properties for 4 months 2 day( till now ) :D
but the worst part is, we can't spend our time together. first 3 months i'm staying at perlis.
then when we're going to take our SPM result, we've meet once. mark my word! ONCE ! next week after that, he's flying to sarawak. plkn la plak kan? damn.. grrr...
i'm sorry cz being rude, but thats the fact :(
i miss him.. really really miss him :((

then when i know some of my friend are back to kl although they're in plkn. cz they were going to continue their study, i'm feeling sick! why? coz i really really wanna see ammar. he's mine and would be mine.i'll make sure of that.

but something mess me up! abah told me that i'm going to continue my study on december!! he just ruined my plan! everything! da r ammar blik on june. aku plak kne stay kt cni ag..
pergh... mmg x r! and there's a lot of thing i need to settle up..

birthday girl ?

today is my birthday. unfortunately, he's not the first person who wish me. who? ammar zakwan azman. yeah, he's not in kl, but sarawak. plkn. no fhone ryte? :]

there's a lot of people didn't remember my birthday.sad huh? last year was my last time i've celebrated with my goodies friends.

around 8a.m i tried to call ammar. he's fhone ringing. i though i was misheard and i tried again.he pick up.he got his fhone coz they're going to Kuching. i don't no why. i told him today was my birthday, but, till now he didn't wish yet. hnstly, i was cry. he's the first and would be the last person i will always loved.there's no one could do the same thing like he did to me :)
i've asked him either he still love me or not. at first, he said that he don't love me. than he's being honest to me that he really-really love me although i can't do want he need.and now, i'm still AMMAR ZAKWAN AZMAN propeties ever!

and today i had a JPJ test. and i passed :D i don't no either MR.JPJ was give a chance to me or not.

after the JPJ test, i bought food and eat it at tok's house. then i'm asleep. everyone tried to called me and all the called has been divert to ammar's number although i didn't do it to them. who are they? let me list it up to you guys. they are,mama, abah, akak, abang, kak ina and petronas . i don't no what was the fucking problem with my hotlink line.all i know mama call maksu's number then talk to me with her anger voice. ok! i admit, i was shocked. although i'm sleeping, i still can hear either my fhone was ringing or not ok?! i'm not deaf. but there's no missed call on my fhone!! fucking hotlink line! it makes me moody for hours.

haha. gyler lme x on9 la kan?? bengong. bz gyler ble dok perlis. keje non stop je. yg dpt pon penat. kalo gaji abh bg masyuk xpe gk. grr..
hmm. td last tym blaja driving.. bukit parking and wat so ever la td. huhuhu..
btw, esok lak de JPJ test. agak cuak gk r...
am nye pasal r ni soh tye pakcik misai psl JPJ test tu. sabor jolah...
haish... tp xpe... at least dpt spend time jap ngn am.. hhehehe.. byk btol spare part aku kt cnie.. huhuhu...
smlm tye anan either aku still gf dye ag or x.. tp dye kate nk gtaw nnt.. tp smlm bkn dye dtg jmpe pon.. slmt la aku blk awl. kalo x wat pnt je aku tggu dye..
dah tu td g nasi arb pon bkn dye . grr. mengundang kemarahan je mamat tu..nk dtg kt mje aku dok
haish...
ngn amar wat hal lgi... da dok jaoh pon nk cri gdo gk ngn aku..
hish.. caner lak aku ley wat kne snri ngn mslh yg aku wat. tu la.. serve me rite.. :p

papehal pon, esk nye JPJ test tu hope xde r mati enjin nnt. huhuhu...
may GOD always bless me.. aminn...

SPM :)

i got 3A2, 1B4, 1C5, 2C6, 1E8 & 1G9 :)
all nine subject. paper yg fail tu ekons~ :p
hehehehe :]

overall, i'm happy with my result. especially, my math and science- A2!! really-really happy weyh!~
my mum was the first person i told when i got my result. Then ammar, future husband i guess ? :p

sorry, kinda love him damn much right now.hehehe.
argh!~ i can't let him go. Really-really can't let him go. he told me last night that between him and eva was over, they're just being a good friend. but, as his girlfriend, i don't believe it. istinct la kan? :}
He told me because, yesterday we should meet, but i told him that i've to go back to my hometown and my dad asked me too. sorry b :(
as usual, we argue bout diz. but everything was completely good :) how? it's a secret :D
ahahahaha. only i noe da way to coax him.

have to..

Last night should be the best night ever in my life but everything was sux. Ammar ignored me although he should wish the valentine. It shows that he really had someone else in his life, right? Stupid me?? Say it loud! I admit that. Fuck r! Its not only that, Fizal's wife text me in the middle of night. She already knew me. I don't know what should I do now. Everything messed me up in one night. Thank you so much 'sangat'. So, now I'm not going to Fizal's stall anymore although I really want to go there to meet Anan. Damn it lar! Why I don't know him long time ago?! Get lost with Ammar right now. I don't need him anymore although I love him. He will get what he have done to me. What you give you will get back, right?

ammar's forever

Hate to tell bout this but thank God everything was fine. Me and Ammar had a BIG conversation. Fuhh. We almost clash 'forever' but that message our relationship and thanks to mie too! :) Message that I should sent to mie was sent to him. The truth bout what I feel towards him. I'm glad that he has change his mind and back to me. Damn it! I promise I'm not going to asked him those stupid question. Mark my word! I really love him. Although sometimes he ignored me, but he has his own way to impress me. That's what I like bout him :D Hope we will last forever. Can't wait to see him.

new frens

u don't believe it. trust me. hahaha. i jz online my tagged account. there's a lot of people make me comfortable and talk like we know each other for ages :D There i can choose who i wanna friend. yeah of course i pick someone handsome :p

6 Feb

grr. bengang gle. da r smlm kne audit brg. till 6 a.m ok? cm bodo je. da r nk kre tu agk susah en? byk jenis lak tuh. idiot je. haish. hbs audit j trus blk uma then tdo. da r tdo lewat, de lak org kjut soh bgn. lgi r mengundang kemarahan. alih2 kul 12 stgh tgh hari bru bgn. tu pon kne kaco gk ngn dk gemok. bodo bodo bodo. grr. amar lak demam. tdo awl. bosan taw x! tp slmt LB ade :) hehe. jahat kan?da ade bf pon flirt ngn org len.huhuhu. sry syg :] bby bosan sgt + pressure. tp bby still syg b. dun wry :D oh ya! thnx abh for da new handphone :)) now i'm using SE W910i (limited edition)
i really like it.

4 feb

After long time being single, now i'm with Ammar Zakwan. Believe it or not, we already couple for a month. i know it wasn't long enough. But, be with him, i realise that not every single thing was easy. Honestly, we always argue just because of stupid things. And we settle it up by forgive and forget. Ammar's attitude reminds me of someone that i'll never forget. That person was my first love. I don't really like Ammar at first time i know him. It was my planned with his cousin, Miza. We planned to 'play' on him. I know it was bad things to do that. But after knowing him, i cancalled my planned and what ever happens, happens. A day before our a month couple, he told me he already had a girlfriend but not really a girlfriend. It's hard to explain bout this. He also don't know how to describe it. It was hurt to know the truth. If let him go i'll regret cause i've do it before and it was sux! Now, i admit that.. i really love him although i always think of Mr.HHA.